tagal na!

heehee tagal ko nang walang pinopost.
na-miss ko lng..
and yeah,
it's so unbelievable to finally be in love..
ndi nya ko pinapaiyak like the past guys i had.
heehee!
super saya!
pero ndi pa kami, konting time pa.



ryce*

i never have to feel this way again..

i give and i dont get..it's time for me to get and get what i want.. the start of the year seems to be bitter for me and now that it's running fast, i have to change some ways that made me weak in the past.. i need not to cry for boys who dont deserve my tears. i need not to stumble everytime boys beat me up. i need not to envy other people that they have lovers who are handsome and good. i need not to understand everything that a boy is telling me..im not being harsh, im just changing ways that could make me a better person. someone who isnt weak, someone who's not a failure and someone who doesnt know where to go. i should know what i want in love. for it is in my capacity to love and think at the same time. i need not be stupid for guys..they have to be stupid for me. im not saying, i will fool everyone i will meet, but i have to be brave and still raise my eyebrows when they dont deserve my love..i will get what i want and those who dumped me like trash, you'll see..you'd wish you had me back and you will love me for the rest of your life..i dont deserve guys who fool me and make me look stupid..you should know my capacity to think and love..i never have to feel this way again..so down, lonely and so alone.i will be happy and i will be satisfied with all the love that i need from a boy. there will be someone who will accept me for who i am. there will be someone who will understand the way i think, the way i act, the way i talk and the way i live life..i am what i am, but i will never ever feel this way again..



ryce*

i had to let go...

when i saw u at salcedo village... everything became so clear..
i had to let go...
you never even thought of all the prayers i said and all the tears i cried.
you were someone that needs love from other people, someone that needs care of a mother and someone that needs peace from within.
i loved you.
but yeah, i have to let you go...

God bless paraiso...


ryce*

nuevo año!

nice start of the year!
mom was so mad at me..
my paraiso shot someone..
i dont have much money.
i feel so alone and not so productive...

i wish the year would go on with a simply fabulous flow..
i just want to be happy with studies, friends, family... everything!
i want a new year of happiness and real love!
grrr!
thanks God!i really appreciate what uve done..
ur making me real strong, i know ur there to help...
happy new year to everyone!
muah muah



ryce*

santa!!

yeah! ill be 21 next year.. sana madami akong gift.
i wanted to ask santa for a "meet-up" with my paraiso early next year.. i just hope santa would hear my cry..
also, healing for my mom's essential positivity for breast cancer..haay.. daming problems this year, hope 2006 will be a very good year for me and my family...
i love my mom and i dont wanna lose her yet..
so to those who are reading this, im beggin you to please pray for my mom's speedy recovery.. i know she'd be able to survive from the cancer.. God will hear us.. i know..
and sana naman diba, makita ko na si paraiso.. para total happiness na talaga..
heehee.
santa ha?! please grant my requests, matagal na po kong ndi humihingi ng gift sa inyo.. ilang years na rin un.. and i know wala kang pinapalampas na hiningi ko..alam mo yan santa..
dba?!
thanks!



merry christmas everyone!
God bless..
ryce*

upgrading

meeting one of the most respected directors in the philippines is a so pleasurable experience for me... he is a very funny and a witty person and a very kind one i should say. direk manny castañeda is one of those cool friends i have now and i know we'll be having a very nice friendship now and onwards.
i would just want to thank him for being so kind to me.


ryce*

september ends

september ended yesterday...
i should wake up--

i could rely on that song kasi,
wake me up when september ends...
heehee.
sad-



ryce*